KENAPA NI :/

Assalamualaikum,guys dah lama sangat aku tak update blog. Macam biasalah banyak kerja aku nak kena buat dengan assignment yang menimbun. So aku rasa aku nak luahkan perasaan aku bagi sebelum ni. Aku cuma nak tujukan soalan.

Kenapa kita nampak renggang?

Apa salah i sebenarnya?

You cuba nak jauhkan diri dari i ke?

You simpan rahsia dari i ke?

Kenapa dah takde 'i love you' words lagi dari you?  

You dah tak sayang i lagi?

Kenapa dah jarang contact i?

Bukan you cakap lepas final you habis you nak sentiasa dengan i?

Kenapa :/ ?

Boleh i tahu kenapa?

I sunyi sebenarnya you tau kan? 

I sayang you lagi,you tak percaya i kan?

Sebab you ingat i flirt dengan perempuan lain kan?

Sebenarnya tak sayang,i sunyi sayang,i nak you ada dengan i.

I tak pernah putus atau putus asa nak ucap 'i sayang you' , 

I tak pernag penat atau letih nak ucap 'i rindu you'.

I takut sayang you lari dari i.

Tolong jangan tinggalkan i.

I menyusahkan you ke sayang?

I malukan you ke sayang? 

I ni hina kan sayang?

Tolong jawab sayang,i tak sanggup nak simpan semua ni. I sayang you lagi Puteri. Tolong lah percaya kan i. 

You ubah hidup i. You banyak ubah i. I nak jadi terbaik untuk you. Kita dah nak masuk 4 bulan sayang. Tiba-tiba jadi macam ni i sedih baby :( Please sayang. Don't leave me. I cuma perlukan keikhlasan dari you untuk terima cinta i. I tak sanggup puteri you terpaksa untuk terima i. I sedar diri i. Tapi i usaha untuk buatkan you sentiasa terima i Puteri,walaupun kita dah jadi macam ni. Setiap kali benda yang i tanya,tolong lah jawab dengan jujur,jangan lah simpan kat hati you sayang. I LOVE YOU PUTERI. i love you :(                                                         

THIS IS NOT OUR ENDING RELATIONSHIP !

Friend,hi friend. No more words 'ily' 'imy' 'sayang' 'baby' 'ucuk' 'angel' kan? Jaga diri 'P' elok-elok

jangan makan banyak sangat,dan jangan tak makan lansung ! Ingat you just stay at one place for me it's in my heart. Memang takde peganti. Jangan gantikan tempat shahrul dengan orang lain. 'P' sendiri dah cakap takde siapa boleh gantikan tempat Shahrul kan? Tolong yakinkan shahrul. Hmm 

So lepas ni i can't hug you,hold your hand and etc what can i do is smile :) yeahh like that ! haha 'P' comel ,'P' baik kan,Shahrul taknak 'P' nakal kat jb ni. Sementara cuti panjang tolong ibu ayah okay.  Satu je Shahrul nak cakap. You sorang ada dalam hati i :) 

PUTERI NURNADIATUL AMIN BINTI AMINUDDIN.

I'M OKAY.SERIOUSLY OKAY :/

Seriously i'm not okay. Jealousy really killing me. BYE                  

I'M FINE. BARU I TAHU SEBENARNYA :)

Kenapa Puteri, kenapa you tak terus terang kat i yang you terpaksa terima i :) I akan faham bila you jelas kan lebih awal apa sebenarnya isi hati you kat i. Apa yang i nak cuma keikhlasan sayang,i tak nak orang paksa diri sendiri untuk terima orang yang tak berguna macam i ni bie. I tak nak you susahkan diri you untuk sayang i,apa yang i nak keikhlasan bie. 

Sayang kenapa you tak terus terang apa sebenarnya terjadi,kenapa you banyak berahsia dengan i sayang? I terlalu sayang you. Susah sayang i nak lepaskan you,kalau boleh i taknak you pergi dari hidup i. Betul ke Puteri you lagi sayangkan ex you dari i? Tolong jujur dengan i bie. I tak sanggup sayang buat you sedih,i tau you sayangkan ex you lagi. I faham,bila dah lama korang couple mesti susah nak lupakan. 

Sayang,i taknak you tipu diri you sendiri. I akan terima segala keputusan yang you buat. I tak sanggup Puteri kehilangan you. Sumpah sayang you sangat bermakna bagi i. 

Kalau betul you sayang dia lagi tolong bagitau i puteri,jangan risau sayang,i takkan ganggu you. Mungkin you susah nak terima i dan i faham sayang :) tapi ingat sayang bila you perlukan i, i sentiasa ada untuk you. I tak sama Puteri macam lelaki lain,memang i jahat tapi i takkan cari perempuan lain. Sebab i betul-betul hargai you.

I ingat lagi bie bila you cakap you ikhlas terima i,i gembira bie. Sumpah memang i gembira sangat. I tak jangka semua ni berlaku,tapi Allah nak bagi ujian untuk kita. Kita terima okay :) 

Sayang tolong jujur dengan i baby,diamkan diri bukan boleh selesaikan masalah sayang. Mungkin you pun nak cakap sesuatu. I harap you faham Puteri Nurnadiatul Amin. 

                                                                                                                         with love : Shahrul

WHAT EVER IT IS,YOU STILL MY ANGEL !

 Assalamualaikum,dah lama aku tak update blog so sekarang ni aku update blog. Hm aku cuma nak luahkan apa yang simpan selama ni,tapi aku taktau nak ceritakan kat siapa. Aku takut kalau aku luahkan kat dia,dia mesti marah aku then dia takkan layan aku. Aku takut,sebab aku perlukan dia untuk hari-hari aku. Tapi aku taktau kenapa sejak ni aku selalu fikir bukan bukan. Aku dah rasa diri aku dah bangang sangat plus bodoh plus bangsat ! Aku takde niat nak sakitkan hati dia,aku takde niat nak ganggu dia study untuk final,tapi aku takboleh kalau takdapat contact dngan dia. 

Aku takut kalau dia dah bosan dengan aku,aku takut kalau dia tak perlukan aku lagi sebagai penjaga dia. Aku sayang sangat kat dia. Ya Allah walau banyak mana ujian kau beri kat aku,aku tetap terima seadanya :/ biar aku belajar dari pengajaran sendiri. Aku takut sangat kalau EX dia selalu contact dia. Aku takut :/ Aku lagi jahat dari Ex dia. Ex dia sangat caring pasal dia. 

Aku jelous sebenarya,aku takut kalau dia getback dengan EX dia. Aku sayang dia,aku taknak dia pergi dari hidup aku. Sumpah aku sedih sejak mula bergaduh,aku sayangkan hubungan aku,aku sayang puteri. Aku taknak dia hilang dari pandangan mata aku,biar orang lain nampak dia tak sempurna,tapi bagi aku dia cukup baik dan sempurna untuk aku jaga dan aku sayang. 

Susah i nak lepaskan you bie, masuk harini kita dah 3 bulan. I tau bagi you 3 bulan sekejap. Tapi bagi i 3 bulan ni sangat bermakna sayang,macam macam kita hadapi. I sayang you bie,sumpah susah i nak lupakan you. You fahamkan apa yang i cakap? you sayang i kan? please sayang ,please cakap you sayang i :( 

Sayang i faham you busy study,tapi i akan sentiasa text you walaupun you tak reply,i TETAP AKAN AMEK KESAH PASAL you sebab you dah jadi sebahagian dari hidup i. You cukup bermakna sayang. Cukup bermakna bagi i. Jaga diri baik-baik bie. I love you. bye

I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO !

'Walau apa pun terjadi i takkan tinggalkan you', sayang you ingat tak you pernah cakap kat i? you takkan tinggalkan i?, Sayang i minta maaf sangat kalau i ada buat you kecil hati and i rasa ni gaduh paling besar kita. I tak sanggup sayang bila you cakap buat hal masing-masing. I tak sanggup bila you takde dalam hidup i. Sayang,you tau kan i sayang you and i really miss you so much. Jangan tinggalkan i please. I need you puteri I NEED YOU SAYANG. Tak puteri,i takkan biarkan you pergi dari hidup i  sayang. I sayang you and i sangat rindu you and i harap you rasa benda yang sama puteri, I love you so much. Please read this sayang Please :( with love Shahrul Ridzuan.

ANGEL :)

Assalamualaikum angel,Yes kali ni and future i takkan gunakan gambar you lagi. I takut you tak suka. Hmm angel,do you really know that i love you and i really need you PA. Don't you ever try to forget or leaving me sayang. You're meant to me :) Sayang i taknak you tinggalkan i sumpah i takut sangat. You pernah janji dengan i you takkan buat macam tu dan i harap sangat you takkan buat. Sayang,kita dah masuk 2 month on couple. I LOVE YOU PA and I MISS YOU. I will hold your hand tightly after this. 

SHE WAS AWESOME, SHE'S AN ANGEL AND SHE'S MINE

Sayang you're beautiful Sayang you're everything and Sayang I love you much. Don't leave me and don't make me cry again and again. You're my angel and you're totally my girlfriend.

AYAH DAN EMAK

Firstly Assalamualaikum guys. Aku nak kenalkan ayah dan emak aku. Ayah bernama HJ MUHD ARIFF BIN SULEIMAN dan Emak bernama HJH ZAINAB BINTI OTHMAN. Ayah dan emak umur beza setahun,umur ayah sekarang 66 dan arwah emak umur 65. Aku sangat sayangkan mereka sebab mereka yang mendorong dan banyak membantu aku dari segi kehidupan,cara hidup mahupun kewangan. Tapi aku jarang mendengar nasihat ayah dan emak. Bila emak dan takde dalam pandangan mata aku,aku mula sedar dan menyesal sebab selama dia hidup aku takpernah menggunakan masa dengan baik untuk buat dia gembira. Tapi aku berdoa dan sering berharap mak akan sentiasa senang disisi Allah S.W.T. Sekarang ni ayah yang menampung dan melayan karenah aku,baik jahat aku,busuk wangi aku,dia tetap aku hargai jasa dia. Tapi aku tak dapat lagi dan jarang lihat mukanya hari-hari sebab aku dah sambung belajar di Melaka jadi cuma dapat mendengar suara ayah dari jauh. Aku sangat sayangkan ayah dan emak. Aku hargai jasa mereka,satu hari nanti tiba aku berjaya aku akan balas jasa baik ayah yang tak terbalas jasanya menjaga aku dari aku lahir sehingga aku dapat sambung belajar. Terima kasih ayah dan emak. I LOVE YOU ALLAH

Assalamualaikum. Angel,you know that i really love you so much and i mean it. Dear,i minta maaf sangat kalau i tak pernah buat you happy sama macam orang lain atau ex you pernah buat,sebab i taksama macam orang lain sayang. I'm trying to take care of you with my own way. I minta maaf sayang kalau i selalu buat you sunyi,i tau i bukan boyfriend yang terbaik.Tapi i cuba puteri untuk buat you sentiasa senyum,ketawa,rindu dan sayang i.Walau macam mana susah pun i takkan ketepikan you sebab for me you're important person too sayang. I cuma jealous bila baca blog lama you dengan ex you. I betulbetul minta maaf sayang kalau i tak buat you happy sama macam dorang buat you happy. I takkan siasia kan anugerah yang Allah bagi kat i. Sebab anugerah ni sangat istimewa bagi i.Seriosly Puteri You're everything. Seriously I LOVE you .

WAITING FOR SOMEONE :)

12 DECEMBER 2011

I'll wait for this date . Yeahh ofc i got something for you sayang. Believe me it is special just for you :)

IT'S IMPORTANT .THANK YOU FRIENDS

ASSALAMUALAIKUM,aku nak ucap banyak terima kasih pada korang yang spent masa dengan aku sambut birthday and tengok bola sekali.Thanks Allah dengan kemenangan Malaysia,itulah hadiah paling bermakna untuk aku pada tahun ni.Kepada Akim Ramli,Azri Razali,Aizat Uzir,Fairuz Shah,Hafiy Hamid,Aziq Afham,Hafis Mahat,Haziq Ali,Izzwan niggas,Ayus Abdullah,Akmal Hakimi,Shukor,Arul,Ijai and siapa siapa yang ada aku nak berterima kasih sebab make my day so speacial :D Pada kawan aku yang wish kat FB,TEXT MESSEGE,TWITTER thanks guys I LOVE YOU ALL ! and to my family too kat ayah terima kasih untuk special present and the lastly to PUTERI AMINUDDIN my the only one of my angel,thanks untuk wish :)

IT'S YOU'RE MY ANGEL

I don't have an idea how to start it just -because you're my girl i'm so over care about you -because you're so amazing for me -because you're so sweet that always make me so blushing -because the truth of love i get it start from you -because you're the only one that can accept me -because you never stop to say 'I love You' for me -because i know you believe with me and i believe you too. Macam i cakap sebelum ni,walau apa-apa pun terjadi please sayang don't leave me alone.I only have you in my heart seriously sayang only you. Anything Putri just anything you want but please sayang don't you leave me. I'm so sorry for what happen that make you hurt,but please i need you so much. LOVE ;shahrul

IT'S HOPE AND PRAY

Setiap belon yang di lepaskan oleh seseorang adalah dengan harapan dan doa untuk membuat seseorang itu lebih tenang. Satu belon dengan satu harapan dan doa yang berbeza dengan harapan hajatnya tercapai. I believe ALLAH is always in my heart and ALLAH will guide me to be a good person. So i hope that i'll be a good son for my father,a good brother for my siblings and a good boyfriend for my angel. LOVE ;shahrul

IT'S MAKE ME SMILE.

I'll start with Bismillahirahmanirahim and Assalamualaikum.

Everyday we've changed our mood differently but there's only one mood always be with us,it is 'HAPPY'. So take a chance made your day with your happy goodmood before it turn to badmood. Make your love smile that make you smile too. LOVE ;shahrul

IT'S ALL ABOUT US

Dear Putri,do you know how much love i've gift to you? Do you know you're my angel when problem come around me and you always be by myside. Dear Putri,i just hope that you never leave me alone because the guardian an angel like me need to takce care of you,guard you very well,protect you,give love sincerely to you because you're the only one of my Angel.I love you Angel ,LOVE ;shahrul

IT'S WORTH ?

Assalamualaikum,for this time aku nak cerita sebelum tu aku nak tanya korang sihat tak? Bukan apa sebab aku dah lama sangat tak update blog ni dengan banyak kerja aku nak kena siapkan sebab tak lama lagi aku dah nak sambung belajar.Okay ni nak cerita sebelum aku nak beli 'lappy' ni macam-macam rintangan nak kena redah,First aku kena ikut kakak aku pergi Kedah sebab dia cakap kat Kedah murah-murah.Then dah sampai Kedah dah nak seminggu dah nak masuk 43 kedai komputer aku survey laptop ni tapi still takdapat harga yang reasonable. Aku kena cari yang complete ada grafik card sebab course aku ada lukisan rumah engineering so

1. Mesti ada grafik card
2. Macam biasa harga lappy mesti dah termasuk dengan windows.
3. Aku kena tambah lagi 2 RAM
4. Lagi satu cari Processor 15 yang terbaru
5. Lastly mesti nak INTEL aku taknak AMD --'

Last-last pergi Kedah tak dapat satu apa pun cuma bawa flyer model acer je sebab aku target aku nak beli acer'aspire'. So the conclusion is cari laptop kat Kl nanti haha okay go !

06-11-2011

Assalamualaikum hye everyone let me introduce you my first and the last angel which mean my girlfriend.Aku bersyukur sebab dia ikhlas terima aku dan this is my first time ever be in a relationship so if i do any mistake please dear tegur I kay :) Me love you so much.I'll keep my words.I'm not a good person and i'm not a sweettalker person.Believe me Putri Aminuddin I love you like our way and our sincerly.

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me ft. Rascal Flatts

Everybody’s laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading ’bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
‘Cause baby, I didn’t

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can’t go on
‘Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It’s funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn’t see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/justin-bieber-ft-rascal-flatts-that-should-be-me-lyrics.html

You’re taken’ him where we used to go
Now if you’re trying to break my heart
It’s working ’cause you know

That, that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can’t go on
‘Til you believe that should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It’s getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can’t go on
‘Til you believe that that should be me, ooh

Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
Oh, that should be me, yeah

That should be me, giving you flowers
That should be me, talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me

Never should’ve let you go
I never should’ve let you go
That should be me
Never should’ve let you go
That should be me

Never should’ve let you go
Never should’ve let you go
That should be me

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here (Lyrics on Screen) NEW FULL SONG

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.



I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.